"Hey everybody!"

"...cricket chirps..."

Yeah, that's a good summary of how I see things now. I have been busy beyond belief. School got screwed because of a strike and with that the work piled a lot faster than I anticipated. Along with that, I've also had a lot of personal things to bear, not to meniton actual illness that I have had to fight with for over 11 months now. IBS is what they're calling it. AKA, You're guts don't work, we've poked, probed and prodded and we don't know why, so we're going to label it that. No pills I can take for pain and nothing i can take to fix it entirely, just keep movin on.

Back to what the title applies to. I feel as though i can't interact with people anymore. I've become so segregated that I don't know how to anymore and it does nothing but stress me out and seem to cause others annoyance or pain. I'm to the point that even if i do something for someone else, I get burned or someone else gets recognized for it. On top of that, it seems that whatever I do always gets in the way of someone else or it gets pushed aside. Whatever the reason, it's caused me to look for another job and possibly another job field for school. I don't know anymore...

As for DEV, i'm finding it hard to make time to even visit the site, this is the first time in a long time. My god, my mailbox alone would be enough to kill a server (lol). However, that doesn't mean in any way that I haven't been doing anything of the atistic sort, quite the opposite actually. Given the stress I have now, writing has become a sort of outlet for me and is helping greatly. As well, I lost all of Nostalgia in a format a while back, so im starting fresh off of a character that was designed for me by the lovely KILARA (VISIT HER SITE!!!). It's a bit different for me as it has a lot more fantasy than i'm used to playing with, but it's still me. Maybe Advent Children is responsible for that... who knows...

Ne Who, i'm still living, how well i don't know anymore, but I am.

Boo...

(just had to give in to the boo...)

TTYL